Life itself is the greatest gift from the Divine, or whatever deity you believe in. My friend remains close to my heart. Victoria Adams was my best friend. I brought him home to his mother that day as she and his family asked. Now, he watches over us as an angel. My purpose now is to help others who can' t help themselves and give back what was given to me. We all battle our demons. I wish he were here making fun of my stinky feet and snoring. Thank you, Victoria, for being my friend and letting me place your ashes in beautiful places. I've spread them on beaches, countryside, and backwoods, and hope to take them to California, Texas, Europe, South America, and one day, Australia. My body is failing, but I continue to fight. It' s heartbreaking for a parent to lose a child. Help is out there for those struggling. Anonymous programs work if you truly commit. At 55, my mission is to help others. I am a son, brother, and friend. Thank you for letting me share.